Infinite Love
2026 • 10 tracks
Ten songs stripped down to a single unbearable truth: You Chose the Wounds. No performance, no bargaining — just Nothing In My Hands and a slow walk toward surrender. This is love that predates our worthiness and outlasts our doubt, ending, fittingly, in doxology.
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Lights are off
It's after midnight
Bills on the table
I didn't pay
A phone that stays
Face down in silence
People I rest
Who slipped away
I scroll the news
Another war zone
Another name I don't know
I turn it off
But it keeps playing
In my head when the room goes cold
You are here
You are near
I close my eyes
But my chest stays tied
Before you answer
I will trust you
Before you move
I will rest
You don't have to prove
You are listening
I will sleep
On what you said
I think about
The words I should add
I've said to the ones I love
Good prayers I stuck
Halfway through
One hope for it hard to hold on to
Ooh, I feel the space on the other side of the bed tonight
And wonder how so many people can feel this alone at once
You are here
You are near
So I open your word
And let it speak
And I read you never sleep
You never turn away
You hear every fire
You count every tear
You are closer than I feel
You give peace
Not when it's solved
But when I trust you
Before you answer
I will trust you
Even if the night stays long
You are here and that is enough
I will sleep
In perfect peace
You are here
You are near
I can see, even before you answerI prayed for healing
It didn't come
At least
Not the way I hoped
I said I trusted you with open hands
But I didn't know this road
I watched the years
Sweep through my fingers
Trying to stay brave
The faith feels heavier at night
When nothing gets explained
I still believe
I'm just exhausted
I pictured in this, it never came
I planned a different life
I thought obedience would mean
I'd understand the why
I don't regret still following you
I just don't notice pain
And I don't know how long
I'm supposed to stay this way
I still believe
I need your strength
Then I ring your world and its sorrows
You knew this kind of knows
You worked with friends
You fell the banner
You carried every cross
You don't explain suffering
You step inside of it
And stay, it didn't turn out this way
And I don't know what to say
Except I'm still here
Still calling your name
I won't pretend
I'm standing strong
But I haven't walked away
I'm still here
I'm still yours, I'm always yoursYou saw the cross
Before the road
You knew the past
You chose it still
No one forced
Your hand of love
You walked it out
Completely free
Every step was mercy
Moving closer
You chose the wounds
You chose the pain
You chose the cross
In my place
You chose the silence
When you could speak
You stayed there
So I could be free
You bore my shame
You fought defense
You wore my sin
And said nothing
You stood alone
Before the throne
So I could stand
Fully forgiven
Every breath
Was love deciding to stand
You chose the wounds
You chose the pain
You chose a cross in my face
You chose a silence when you could speak
You stayed there so I could be free
For the joy set before you
You're in door of it all
To present me washed and holy
Lendness to the Father
So I could lead
So I could join me
So I could stand
And grieve and accept
Before the Father
As I look at you
Everything else grows strangely small
My worries ooze their names in the shadow of your loveI built my world so small
Every prayer I made right
Turned inward
I thought the weight I carried was the cross
But it was just my name
Written too large
I kept asking you
To bless what I'd already drawn
It was never about me
Never about me
Never the point
Never the center
I was chasing light
In my own shadow
That the sun
Was always you
The moment I stopped defending my design
I saw your cross still standing
Modesty
For my perfection
Just my presence
I don't have to carry
The way to be in the answer
It was never about me, never about me
Never the point, never the center
I was chasing light in my own shadow
But the sun was always you
guitar solo
You are the song, you are the center I was looking for, it was never about me, never about me, and that's the grace.
They finally saved me
Never bow me
Never the point
My life makes sense
When you're the focus
There's never about me, never about me
And I'm finally freeHow do you show
Infinite love
To hearts that hate
The light
Not with a storm, not with a sword, but with a lamb in silence.
They laughed at him, they spat on him, they traded truth for air and heaven washed.
The Holy One rejected everywhere
How do you demonstrate infinite love?
How do you demonstrate infinite love?
Power is easy, stars will obey
Wisdom speaks and worlds align
But love must walk into our dark and let evil run on its course
So justice stands and mercy sings without a single lie
Not by ignoring guilt, but by a cross where guilt is satisfied
How do you demonstrate infinite love?
How do you demonstrate infinite love?
You did not look away, you did not call it small
You judged the sin but gave your son to caring for all
A just judge who paid the cost
And still remained just
How do you demonstrate infinite love?
How do you demonstrate infinite love?
Not thy wise, but thy defrost
Infinite love
YouBefore I drew breath
I was already fallen
No part of me untouched
No corner left clean
The stain runs deeper than choosing
Nothing in my hands
Nothing I can bring
Nothing in my hands
The heart is deceitful
Beyond what I know
It lies even to itself
If I cannot will my way to you
Cannot think my way clean
Cannot feel my way to freedom
Of nothing in my hands
And nothing I can breathe
Nothing in my hands
I can't.
Against you only have I sinned
And done what is evil in your sight
So you're right to judge
And just to condemn
But you chose my scene's day
Nothing in my hands
But your sun in my place
There's nothing I can bring
But a heart you made clean
Create in me
A clean heart
Only you doI thought about his love
How he chose the cross for me
I thought about my hands
Empty as they'll ever be
And somewhere in between
Those two truths I finally saw
The one with everything
Gave it to the one with nothing
Joy
So this is what it needs
To be found
Joy, the empty hands now hold a crown
Infinite love met total need
And what was born
Was not a debt but a daughter
I didn't earn this name
I couldn't climb this high
But he came down
And called me his
Joy
Not a feeling that will fade
But a fact
Joy
I am his
And he's not taken that back
He knew my nothing
And gave his everything
Now I'm seated up a table
Where only daughters sing
Joy, I finally understand
What the cross was for
Joy, it was always
To make me his
His daughter
His daughter
His daughter
His daughterThe enemy prowls like a lion in the night
Looking for the ones who won't put up a fight
We were never told this would be an easy road
The battle's always been for the heart and for the soul
Watch and pray, don't be calling away
Watch and pray, the enemy's there
Watch and pray, learn what the scriptures say
Watch and pray, be ready night and day
Our weapons are not of this world we see
The sword is the word that sets the captives free
Stand firm in the Lord, in the power of His might
Put the armor on before you face the fight
Watch and pray, don't be called unaware
Watch and pray, the enemy's there
Watch and pray, learn what the scriptures say
Watch and pray, be ready night and day
Seats to devour the sleeping and the weak
But greater is the one who lives inside of me
The battle belongs to the Lord our hosts
But he's called us to stand
Not abandon our postwards and pray
Don't be callin' away, watch and pray, enemies there, watch and pray, learn what the scriptures say, watch and pray, be ready night and day.
Stay there, stay away
There's too much and stayed
Watchin' back
Watchin' backOoooo
Ooooo
I lay down my life
Not holding back
Not halfway, my joy and my tears, my hopes and my fears, everything I've hidden for all these years.
All to you, everything I am
All to you, everything I have
All to you, I surrender
My broken dreams
My disillusions
My present moment
My unknown future
Every disappointment
Every unspoken prayer
I'm bringing it all
I'm leaving it there
To you
To you
To you
To you
I know
I wanted to obey you
I want to obey you
I want to love you
I want to love you
I want to follow you
I want to honor you
I want to honor you
With my words, with my thoughts, with my heart, with my life, all to you, everything I am, all to you, everything I have, all to you.
I surrender
I want to you
All to you
I want to you
All to youTo the King Eternal
Immortal and invisible
The only wise God
The honor and glory
Majesty and dominion
Now and forever
All honor
All glory
To you alone
All power
All majesty, forever on your throne.
May the grace of the Lord Jesus Christ rest upon us.
May the love of God the Father remain with us.
May the fellowship of the Holy Spirit be with us forevermore.
All honor, all love you, to you alone. All power, all majesty, forever on your throne.
Throughout all ages, you're right in glory.
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh.
Oh, glory to you, Lord.
Oh, power, oh, majesty, forever on the throne.
Amen.
Amen.
Amen.
Amen.
Amen.
Amen.